femme fatale.

Saturday, September 04, 2004

hahah..a sense of euphoria is washing over me. hah. super light headed feeling and i havent stopped smiling all day. even when i got off frm the shower..i emerged grinning n shit my mom caught me. i avidly pretended to wipe my lips. *gosh* so..the recap of yesterdays events. hmm..stuffed! went down for buffet cum high tea at the hotel nex to the DFS building. food was sumptous. man. if u tell me i wld never put on weight frm eating, i wld have never left that damned place. we spent a bomb n i was damn guilty of it. but my parents soothed me saying its my BIRTHDAY TREAT. no mommy. can i have the cash instead? pretty pls? it doesnt help my self-contemplated diet when mom n dad heap piles of food on my plate. "try this" " try that" this is great" i thought u liked sashimi" n my bro's fav one liner.." the strawberry sauce is a bit strong. here. u can hav it" afta that..we tried on some clothes but i didnt seem to like any and rather, i feel quite uncomfy shpping with my entire family.. after all..boys wld be boys wont they.. feel a little guilty cus i didnt getta go for ms netty's wedding. aww. i so wanted to go. nvm. ill bug abt the details frm j tham. okkkaaaaay. i still haven got down to my superfluous self contentious state. i was up and awake all OF last night. i got on the fone wid donn at abt one am n didnt stop till 3am. and that was onli cus he had to get his ass down to sch at 7am. wad the heck were we talkin abt? i realli have no idea. we talk abt practicaally everything under the sun. right up to math. yes. he does math. buggin me nt to go overseas n planning how many years we wld spent tog if he realli goes up there to futher his studies as well. taking ns into account. and considering wad my astrologer said that ill get married at 23..its rather alarming when he starts screaming.."no no..i wldnt hav established myself yet!" haha..quite cute. and..discussing the prediction that ill end up with onli one child..we were not as dissident as we usually are in this issue. yes. three wld be perfect. gosh. wad are both of us up to. i dunno. serious. but i feel happy. i know him for a year now. i think he knows me inside out. hes good at guessing wad i'm doing as i talk to him. he knows my flaws. he knows my weaknesses. hes always there to point the right frm the wrong. for encouragement. for moral support. for comic relief. i know smthng bad happens whenever i dunt listen to j tham cus wadeva she says..there is an inkling in truth in there. however, think i'm gonna rely on my instincts on this one. altho shes totally against donn praabu dennis, think ill give this one a shot. its a bit scary cus i've always build a wall ard myself. no way wld i ever even postulate of falling in love. to me thats danger zone. its always safer to keep feelings aside as u get into a relationship that way, u get out unscathed at the end of the day. unfortunately, right now..think i'm losing that contrl. yeah..perhaps i wld wake up soon. cus its more than plain obvious i'm a woman of many moods. hahah..j tham called. meeting her for lunch...yipee...

harshi
and so her story is told@ 9:21 PM

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the Femme

+ and thus, she is named +
+ Age +
0
+ from +
lil red dot on the globe
+ craving for.. +
ice cream and cake
+ hates +
nymphomaniac bitches
+ wishlist +
1.) colored cellphone
2.) new makeup
3.) vacation

Sometimes I love you, sometimes i hate you, but everything i do, is only to get tangled up in you

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Angels from HELL

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not read anything quite as beautiful as this.

My angel
My angel is as perfect as heaven
She is as fiesty as hell
but she is from neither
more precious than any diamond gold and silver
she is weaned by Mother Earth tender

My angel's the colour of sand
With rings of locks that cascade
Frames her lovely smile with which
My heart she takes
Her face as beautiful as dawn
Habours the innocence of a doe-eyed fawn
Big dark eyes that implore
She moves like autumn leaves in fall

My angel's needs no halo
When from inside she glows
The sweetest thing is what she is
Words cant express the way i feel
When you think of her
You think of rainbows
She ignites your soul from deep below

My angel
My past, My future
My ups, My downs
My smiles, My frowns
My all, My everything
When i think of love
I think of you

Thank you- harshini..